この醜くも美しい世界。。

Friday, March 15, 2013

Just what is happening recently? Every single morning, there is no fresh start, it's just never peaceful in the morning. What could be worse than a fucked up morning compare to a where you wake up in a peaceful environment. I don't know who to talk to, or what to do anymore. So this is what I resorted to, my long abandoned blog, and it's giving me new shit that I don't even bother to find out because I'm used to the way it use to be.

I just don't understand, how can a ignorant person corrupt another's life. It's just all bullshit. And here I thought everything is proceeding in a better way, better direction, better future. But it seems that I'm wrong after all, it's just proceeding in a calmly manner in many different directions. I've done what I could but nothing seems to work anymore.

I respect God, but I don't believe in God. But this time i will try to believe in you for just once, and this will be the first and the last time I'm asking, make a miracle. Although there is almost no hope for what I just wished for, I just wanted to. If things are just proceeding the way they were, I WILL DESPISE YOU, TILL THE DAY I DIE.

Even though what I said is irrelevant, but I just wanted to because there is so much happening lately, and it's starting to get irritating. Tolerance has it's limits.

-Unknown-